I understand I should give him space and I do. Yes, I know I’m not the only girl in his life. I know he will always talk to other girls. I just always get this feeling that I can still lose him. Trust, yes I trust him. I’m just.. scared. Scared because you’ll never know what can happen.
Especially not at you. She won’t forget everything over night like you would. She won’t “sleep it off” and forget the next day. The next morning she’ll wake up cranky and mad, still remembering what happened the other day. Apologize or something, make her happy before she does fall asleep mad and pissed off at you.
I’m quite a sensitive person. Small things can get to me easily.
THIS SHIT IS STUPID. BUT NOT RISKING IT.
JUST IN CASE.
Why does tumblr do this to me?
WHY TUMBLR WHYY?!
i fucking hate this. -_-
not risking :(
im not the type of person who would reblog this & listen to this sh*t but . really im not risking .
mommy :(
This is totally bs but Im reblogging because I like the gifs.
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It sure is wonderful isn’t it? It tests your ability to not get your hopes up but still have your options open. It’s when the infatuation starts and it’ll soon grow into more than a crush feeling. The butterflies start again, the blush on your cheeks are coming, you’re all warm and fuzzy inside. This phase is reassurance everything is going to be okay, and that if it doesn’t work out, at least you took the chance.
I like it.
Soo, like i’m finally 16. It still feels the same. Lol. So i stayed up and the first person to greet me was John, lol. Cause we were on the phone already ahah. Anyways, went to bed, and when i woke up, i got mad at John cause he was supposed to wake me up at 8. But it was 9:30. I got ready, and John and his mom came and picked me up at 11. Went to Pasta Pomedoro and ate there. After, walked to Petsmart and Best Buy. It was sooo cold. In best buy, we played with the xbox kinnect thingy and we looked hella stupid, lol but it was fun. I hated the pictures they showed at the end. After, my mom picked us up around 2:30 then went back to John’s place to pick up the bowling stuff and Jiselle. Got dropped off at the bowling alley and bowled. I was horrible ahah. But s’all good cos i dont even bowl that much. Dropped them off around 4:30 and went to Great mall. Waited til Angela, Joe, and Adrian were done with the movie. My mom bought me a jacket, scarf, and sports bra. Left around 6 and when i got home, my dad greeted us. And there were two enevlopes with our names on each. I opened mine and got 50 dollars. Soo, yeah, that was my birthday. My mom also said we’re probably gonna have a party in January. Omg, tmrw we’re going to Las Vegas -___- fucking 12 hour drive! D:
Saturday: Christmas day was pretty much a boring day. -____- didnt go out at all. Just stayed home, went on the computer, and watched TV. Oh and ate a whole bunch of leftovers.
Sunday: Went to Valleyfair and met up with Leanne. Lol then just hung w/her a little. My mom bought me a northface. (= i was deciding between that or Uggs, lol.
Monday: Loved most of today, <3. Went to Mc Donalds like at 10:30 in the morning cause the bowling alley wasnt open yet. My mom bought us food. Then my mom dropped us off at the alley then, Went bowling w/ John and Jiselle his little sister. I like hanging with them two lol. After bowling, went to Great Mall to watch Black Swan. That movie was pretty creepy. Haha but i kinda liked it. Dropped them off then went to Frys, and Costco.
Christmas was pretty good overall. I was so excited to open gifts lol. I was like one of the little ones.
And this is what i got for Christmas.
- Victoria’s secret stuff.
- Coach wallet/purse thing? Idk what it is aha.
- 205 dollars
- 200 dollar Chase gift card
Buuut, my parents didnt even get me anything. And i got them something. Oh well.
