Okay, so I thought everything was good again, but I guess I was wrong. We always start talking about that other girl again.. it bothers me so much. Idk what to believe, like seriously. You can’t let her go cause she’s your bestfriend, i can tell. I thought i was you bestfriend. But i guess i cant be your everything so its alright. You always get so defensive when we talk about her. Today, I was gonna tell you that it’s okay and that I don’t care anymore. Because I know that your not gonna let her go no matter what. Well it seems like it to me.. But, when you told me you were with her, it just completely changed my mind.. uggh. I wish I was just one of those people who don’t give a fuck. But I am. Your my first bf and i’m like, inexperienced. Lool. I don’t really wanna ask or talk about this to anyone, because honestly, i’m like kinda embarrassed about this. But, other people have it worse than me,
& i bet if you see this, you’ll start to worry again.. I really hope no one tells you about this hahah. Cause there’s nothing to worry about. I just need time to get used to this.